Autistic Moments: Autistics Should Be Sterilized

Recently, I encountered an ‘Autism Mom’ who wrote that she thinks her son shouldn’t be allowed to reproduce. She uses these words: “I am still deeply worried about the idea that he could get someone pregnant and yet could never be a real father – which is why I will insist on having medical power of attorney, so that I will be able to make the decision about a vasectomy for him after he turns 18.” This is Judith Newman, author of ‘To Siri with Love’. (Updated)

According to a New York Times review, she advocates, in fact, for (implied non-voluntary/forced) vasectomies for all autistic men. I’m not sure if she assumes autistic women only have sex with autistic men (in case she reads this and doesn’t know, we are not a separate species incapable of reproducing with neurotypicals), or if she thinks that I too should be sterilized, but men were the ones specifically mentioned. Full disclosure, I have not read the entire book this woman has written detailing her point of view, and I do not wish to give money, publicity, and recognition to someone who seems to consider something that terrible as an option. I have read several passages, and found them disturbing enough to avoid the rest for my own mental health. However, I would like to discuss this topic of sterilization because there are a disturbing number of people out there – including those who claim to be allies of autistics – who feel that we should not be allowed to be parents.



Let me just say it straight up for all the autism parents out there who think that sterilizing their children should be an option. IT. IS. NOT. YOUR. DECISION. Our bodies, our choice. Plain and simple. It is not your right to steal our potential from us.

The fact that any of you would even think it is your call disgusts me. We are allowed to have agency as individuals. And it hurts me deeply that you want to take that away from us. I’ve always wanted to be a mom one day. I’m getting married in less than two months, and if all goes well, in the next few years I’ll have a mini-me or mini-him. Whenever I’ve helped care for young children, I haven’t had any real problems. I’ve worked at summer camps before handling between three to easily a hundred kids at a time. I even just helped look after my year-and-a-half-old niece yesterday and we had a delightful time as she babbled adorable nonsense and took me on a tour of the backyard garden. There are plenty of autistic parents out there who do just fine – or even just mediocre, which isn’t a crime since there are plenty of mediocre neurotypical parents out there whose kids turn out alright. Autistic parents are hard to find online, because any googling of the words ‘autism’ or ‘autistic’ and ‘mom’, ‘dad’, or ‘parent’ automatically leads to an army of neurotypical people who’ve stolen our label to slap on themselves, but they do exist. There’s even autistics out there in the education system or helping out in daycares. In many cases, we are completely capable of being nurturing, loving, successful parents. Maybe when we’re five, ten, or fifteen we’re not at that point yet, but we can learn. Judith Newman’s son is a minor. He has the potential to perhaps become capable of parenting in the next few decades. She wants to rob him of that decision because he’s not as visibly mature in one way or another as current parents – as if people never change? The reason autistic adults are so different from autistic children is that we have learned. We’ve been often forced to adapt by society around us. And even if we haven’t, there’s always the chance that we will in the future. So just because you might look at an autistic boy having a full meltdown and think, “Oh god, he could never be a parent” doesn’t mean that in the future he won’t be fully capable of parenting well. You don’t know where the future will go, how he might adapt and evolve. You should not rob him of his choices by sterilizing him. Thinking differently and having difficulties in life does not mean we should be required to give up the human right that almost all other people on this planet have, whether you think we’re worthy of it or not.

To draw a comparison (and I apologize if I make any mistakes, since it’s not a community I’m intimately familiar with, nor a part of), a deaf person who was born deaf and has no concept of hearing thinks differently from a hearing person. A deaf person would use a visual language – sign language. They may or may not be able to speak verbally. Does this mean that we should sterilize said deaf person out of fear that they won’t be able to communicate well enough if they have a hearing child? No, that’s preposterous, inhumane, and reminiscent of horrifically immoral eugenics programs. Would we do a DNA check and sterilize a hearing person if they were prone to having deaf children out of fear that they wouldn’t be able to communicate well enough with their child? No, of course not, due to presumed competence of able people. We instead provide services. The parent should learn the language their child is most suited for.


Translated to autism, we think differently. Not in something as straightforward as lacking the experience of one of the senses, but our brains are wired differently from neurotypicals. While most of the autistics I’ve encountered are online, I find them easier to communicate with than neurotypicals, and from all the literature on the subject, neurotypicals seem to find just as much difficulty communicating with us as compared to with each other. Speaking hypothetically and with no first-hand experience, I imagine having autistic children as an autistic would be easier for me than it would be for a neurotypical. The language is one that’s natural for me, so to speak. I don’t need to learn it. This isn’t to say that I couldn’t care for a neurotypical child. As far as we can tell at this point, my niece is a bright, social, neurotypical child – she still came running to bang on the bathroom door when I left her for a few moments with her grandmother, so I must have done something right. But to say that because I may have some difficulty different from a neurotypical parent that I shouldn’t be allowed to have the ability to reproduce is appalling. It regulates basic human rights to gatekeepers. What if such a thing were to become common practice again (as we did used to practice forced sterilization)? Why stop at autistics? Should we include all disabilities? After all, how could a blind person look after a child? As seeing people, we think about how difficult that might be for us and all the problems that could happen, but blind people are parents all the time and things turn out fine. Blind adults know how to handle their blindness, and it’s really none of our business how or if they parent so long as they’re not doing something genuinely abusive warranting a call to CPS. Likewise, in general, autistic adults know how to handle autism, and it’s none of your business how or if we parent so long as we’re not doing something genuinely abusive. So don’t you dare force us to give up our choices because you presume we’ll forever be incompetent.


I’d like to mention here something that I learned a while ago that broke my heart. I’ve always imagined I’d adopt a child. Ever since I was little and learned that not everyone had parents or a family, I wanted to provide that for someone if I could. My fiancé is adopted from Korea, and we discussed having one child biologically, then trying to adopt a second, preferably from Korea. I looked up the restrictions for who can adopt from Korea, and it broke me to learn that parents with any history of mental health issues – including autism – are prohibited from adopting. I began reading on forums about adoption, and trying to find anyone writing from the perspective of an autistic trying to adopt or who had adopted not just from Korea, but from anywhere. What I encountered was an unfortunate mess of people who’d been told they shouldn’t be allowed to adopt, or people saying to autistics that (without any knowledge about our abilities as a potential parent or who we are as individuals beyond being autistic) simply because we are autistic we shouldn’t be allowed to be parents because we would be incapable of emotionally nurturing a child due to our lack of empathy. This blends misinformation and incorrect stereotypes into policy that blocks caring, giving people from helping children find families.

Not all autistics want to be parents, and that should be respected. And there’s a good chance some of us perhaps shouldn’t be. But the potential for us to make that choice needs to be there, the same as it is for neurotypical people who might not make for good parents. I think that plenty of us would make for pretty good parents, and I know that there are plenty of autistic parents already out their raising happy children. We just need to not be robbed of our potential.

One last note: If you are a non-autistic parent of an autistic child and want to write a book about it, ensure that you have several autistic adults review your book for content and language as sensitivity readers. I would suggest going on twitter if you have an account, and asking for help using the #askingautistics hashtag – a space set up specifically for neurotypicals to ask autistics questions. Chances are you can find someone willing to help you there.

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The mother who wrote the book inspiring this blog post clearly did some research and listened to things like youtube channels of autistic adults as part of her research, which is excellent, but that’s not enough. She pays lip service to things that mean a lot to many autistics, such as pointing towards actually autistic sources, but then undermines it all with presumed incompetence (“I want to understand what he’s thinking. *Is* he thinking?” Yes. Yes he is. And you feeling he doesn’t think will hurt him one day), infantilization, promotion of eugenics, appropriation of autistic adults without their consent or consultation, othering, demeaning language, dismissal of her own son’s agency as a person, dismissal of her son’s privacy as an individual, and overall harmful bile. An autistic sensitivity reader could have seen this and instantly told her how incredibly harmful such language is to our community – and to her son. I don’t think that parents with autistic children should never write books about their experience. I think such works can be very useful to other parents facing similar situations. However, they need to be extremely careful in doing so and ensure that they are not belittling, shouting over, harming, or presuming to speak for autistics. We are the only people who can truly speak for autistics. Keep that in mind next time you see a non-autistic writer appropriating our label, and if you read their work, read it with a grain of salt and a critical lens.

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Some Girl With a Braid at Six Years Old: When I grow up, I’m going to have a baby like my doll, and I’m going to make up a name for her like my mommy and daddy made up my name, and I’m going to love her, and take care of her, and cuddle her, and read to her, and teach her dancing…

Some Girl With a Braid at Twelve Years Old: There’s so many children without nice families like mine… I should make a family for one or two when I grow up. More people should adopt. I should try to adopt.

Some Girl With a Braid at Twenty-Four Years Old: You are the cutest little niece a girl could ask for. I hope your future cousin is even half as cute as you, you adorable little girl.

Niece: Kitty-Cat ah Goo!

Internet: Autistic people should be sterilized. Autistic men should have vasectomies. Autistics should not be allowed to adopt. Autistics should never be parents. Reproducing is a right they should not be allowed.

Some Girl With a Braid: *Sobs quietly*

(Update, 3:43 – came across an extremely disturbing passage and have decided to name names because while I don’t want to give her publicity, this needs to be shamed.)


A Letter to Autism Parents from an Autistic Adult

Dear Autism Parents,

I don’t know what it’s like to have an autistic kid. There’s a good chance I will in the future since there is definitely a genetic component to autism, but at the moment, it’s not an experience I can fully understand. I get that it’s hard – there’s things you have to cope with and learn that you never expected to have to cope with or learn when you decided to be a parent. And to the good parents, guardians, and family out there, you are absolutely invaluable. Really, I mean it. I realized as I was writing my last post about Disney that the reason I don’t have as many sensory issues as I might have otherwise is that my family, in providing good support, created a mobile sanctuary. These were my safe people. Safe people function kind of the same as a safe space. They provide comfort simply in their vicinity. They empower me and make it possible for me to do things that on my own I simply can’t. Their words and attitude towards me are vital in providing that support. I got messages like, “You are capable of so many great things”, “I know you can do this”, and “it’s okay to be yourself” throughout my childhood. And if I couldn’t do something, then “that’s okay, do you want to try again?” along with “Without failure, you’d never have success,” helped to pick me up and encourage me. These are good things to hear, said to me by a truly awesome ‘autism mom’ who never even labeled herself as such (I think the label is slightly problematic, but that’s a topic for a different post: suffice to say, if parents have a kid who’s deaf, they don’t call themselves ‘deaf parents’ because they themselves are not deaf). She was just my mom, and that was what I needed.


Bad things for a kid to hear are unfortunately posted in almost every single ‘autism community’ comment section I’ve ever seen by the very parents we depend on. There are tons of comments about how autism ruins lives and destroys families, or that it’s simply such an awful thing to exist. Some parents do reprehensible things like recording their child during a meltdown without permission – an extremely vulnerable, sometimes terrifying episode that is emotionally tumultuous – and publishing it for the world to see. They talk about cleaning up a teenager’s fecal matter, as if it’s okay to discuss the very private bathroom difficulties of someone else who’s already dependent and vulnerable. There was even once a video made of an autism mom talking right in front of her kid about how she fantasized about killing herself and her autistic daughter, and only didn’t because she had one “normal” child. And they constantly insult, block, and put down adult autistics.

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This is part of an argument that occurred commenting on a video of an autistic explaining why she prefers to be called ‘autistic’ rather than ‘person with autism’. The mother in question felt that this was wrong, and her son should never be labeled – then proceeded to label him male, funny, spontaneous, intelligent, and interesting without seeing the irony.

There’s a rift between autism and autistic communities. One is made up mostly by people who know autistics, the other is made up by autistics themselves. The first seems to think that the latter standing up for themselves is some sort of crime. (Generally speaking – there are those out there who stand up for autistics, but they’re unfortunately not as loud.) For something as simple as saying that I think that those of us on the spectrum should be able to decide for ourselves how we’re referred to (autistic vs person with autism), I was told by a self-proclaimed mother of an autistic boy to “kindly fuck off and shove your judgement up your arse!” This was followed up with, “I couldn’t care less what you think… I don’t care what you have to say.” This isn’t even unusual. Everywhere there’s autism parents online, there’s a good amount who say and think exactly that. They treat autistic adults like we’re monsters out to get them, when we just want to say how it is to actually be autistic in hopes of autism parents doing well by their autistic children. When autism parents internalize the idea that autistic adults are bad, the message they’ll end up sending their autistic kids is that they’re bad. If a mom complains about how autism has ruined her life, then her kid hears that their existence has ruined her mom’s life.

And contrary to some people’s opinion, a lot of us do understand. Even those who are non-verbal can still be capable of understanding. Responding is the difficult part. And in understanding, we can internalize at a young age your frustrations and anger, and feel it’s not directed at, say, wishing you had more energy to keep up with your child, but rather at the fact that your child is autistic. That there is something wrong about the way we are that makes your life worse. That our existence is a burden, and you resent us for existing.

I think that even if you never flat out say these things to your child, but you say them to your friends or to strangers online, it’s still in your mind. It’ll subconsciously reflect in your behavior at some point and harm your child. I hope none of the autism moms who insult people like me online want to harm their children. Yet… they see no problem in harming other autistics, and try to discredit us whenever we speak.

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Can you spot the difference?


They tell us that we, autistic adults, are nothing like their kid, so we’re wrong in everything we say. Of course I’m nothing like a four-year-old. I’m twenty-four. What neurotypical twenty-four-year-old is just like a neurotypical four-year-old, and why are neurodivergent twenty-four-year-olds expected to be just like neurodivergent four-year-olds? We’re what they grow up to be, and have plenty of insight that could help you and your child if you’re willing to listen to us rather than insult and degrade us (I’ve seen some stoop so low as to call us brain-damaged R-words for daring to disagree). We don’t stop being legitimately autistic when we’re older. Also, there’s a very good chance that your child will grow up to agree with the things that those who are autistic adults say. Children don’t stay children forever. Insulting autistic adults insults your child’s future.

If an autistic adult has advice, or says that you might not be doing something right, don’t act defensively and lash out – even if said autistic adult doesn’t word things in a perfectly tactful manner. We’re autistic: social communication isn’t necessarily our forte, and it gets frustrating trying to teach neurotypicals the same thing over and over, so we might be a little rude once in a while, but generally mean well.


When an autistic adult shares information, use it as a resource and gather that information. We’re on your side in that we just want what’s best for the next generation of autistics. If someone who’s autistic tells you ‘Traditional ABA therapy is compliance training that is torture for us – I know, I survived it’ don’t shout at them and rave about how it works because your kid can hug you without screaming in pain now. Consider what they’re saying. Maybe your child shouldn’t be forced to hug anyone if their initial reaction is to scream in pain. For more on why compliance training and forced physical contact is harmful, see my post on sexual assault: Sexual Assault, Autism, and the Case for Comprehensive Sex Education for Autistics and the Disabled

Most importantly when interacting with autistic adults online, think about the people on the other side of the screen. For me, there’s a level of sheer anxiety when I comment on autism online, because I just know that there’s a good chance some autism mom will rise up like a sea serpent and try to drown me for daring to sail in waters she sees as her territory and no one else’s. Don’t be a sea serpent. If you can’t see us as people worthy of respect, then remember we’re some Autism Mom’s kid. Think about how you would feel if you found out that a group of people ganged up on your child and cursed them out for daring to have an opinion and be autistic at the same time.


And think about what your child might think of you when they get older, log onto facebook one day, scroll through your old conversations, and find you telling an autistic adult that they’re not worth listening to because they’re just a brain-damaged r-word. Your child will become us. They’ll understand that you stood against us – against them. They will feel betrayed. They will understand that you care less about their struggles than you care about your pride, and that you are the cause of some of their struggles. They might even believe that you don’t genuinely care if they read that you said to an autistic adult, “I couldn’t care less what you think… I don’t care what you have to say.”

I have wonderful parents who never insult me or other autistics. They encourage me and don’t see me as a burden. Sometimes I have disagreements with them, but overall, they’re pretty awesome. Be the kind of parent that an autistic adult son or daughter can be proud of and think well of when they’re grown.

In my opinion, the only people who should rightfully get a say about autism and how it’s treated are autistics. We know what the experience is like, and those who are not autistic do not. They can’t understand it the way we do. Meaning well isn’t enough if someone is doing something harmful. Listen to what we have to say. Read what we write. Try to understand our perspectives. Don’t shut us out and silence us. Don’t hurt us. You’re only hurting your own children.

Thank you for your time.


An Autistic Adult


Are you autistic? Have you encountered these sorts of parents online? Would you like to share your experiences and say what you would like them to know? Comment below.

Alternatively, are you an Autism Parent, or other member of the Autism Community (aka, non-autistic people involved in the lives of autistics)? Are you willing to stand up for the Autistic Community by supporting our voices and agency? Comment below.

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